Farewells

Farewells

People. This scary word that can have multiple definitions, family, friends, lovers, or strangers. The part that terrifies me is when they decide to leave you without a notice which they have no right to do it. “Why?” Because we, people left behind, need to have the time to accept it and to move on. Sometimes, I perceive life as a long dark night and people are the stars that lighten the darkness. Once they are here, you get used to the lights so that when they leave, you are blind, and back to the dark.

Even though he left for his reasons, but he was unfair to take the decision alone without thinking of me. After he has left, life became monotonous, repetitive and boring. I had these ideas of trying the bad road in order to forget everything but forgetting seemed instantly because once the effects were gone I had my mind back and so my pain.

I felt numb, I couldn’t move forward nor go back to the starting case. My social life was non-existing and my friends were avoiding me. “When was my turning point?” One day, my best friend, couldn’t remain silent anymore so she grabbed me from my darkness.

“Chaymae, are you satisfied with your behavior? You are trying to kill yourself or what? Don’t you think that you are the only one who is torturing herself? He has already moved on.” Shouted my friend.

“That’s impossible! That’s impossible!” I repeated.

I was saved from myself and my friend was a big support. I remember how she would withstand my cruel temperament. Now, thanks to God and my friend I am a new person. I learned that nothing deserves to stop my life and destroy it. Peace.