Random Case

What is wrong with me? I can't get anything straight here, my mind is cloudy and it's like I've been suffocating. My breathing was unnaturally faster but my heart was beating like it wanted to come out my chest. I was hyperventilating all because of him.

I sighed, I can't even say his name, and just the thought of it makes me cringe. I really don't know why I'm this scared I need to pull myself together but I can't, not with 'him' gawking straight at me, my eyes locked with his and now I regret making eye contact with 'him'.

'Take your eyes of him and everything will be fine, just look away. Do it! Now!'

I was encouraging myself but for some reason I wasn't able to do that, what's wrong with me, this is all wrong I shouldn't be reacting like this. Oh bloody hell, why can't I just look away!

"Tiana Sumners!" the teacher shouted.

I was shocked and looked at the teacher, why the heck was he shouting at ME? I'm a good student

"Yes, Mr. Henderson" I politely said.

"Will you please pay attention in the class, you can check out boys at lunch" He said, looking over his glasses.

I heard a low chuckle from the back and probably thought it was him, I felt my cheeks go all warm and I knew I would be beetroot red by now, what can I say I'm the blush queen.

Finally we were dismissed from class and I was the first one to be out, I needed to get some fresh air and talk to Lily about the whole situation with 'him'.

Lily was my best friend, more like a sister she knew all my secrets and we never kept anything from each other. I ran to the cafeteria to find her and saw sitting at our usual seat at the back with Peter, another good friend of mine.

"Hey, Lil can I talk to you for a second?" I asked her and instantly she understood, she read me so easily. She asked Peter to leave and I took his seat.

"So what's the big news?" she asked.

"You know the big news is 'him'" I sighed.

"He's not going to kill you if you say his name" she rolled her eyes, she never understood why I didn't like to call 'him' by his name but I loathed that name and his face, which I would love to erase from my memories but as they 'memories remain forever'.

"Do you know why he's back at THIS school? I mean he's a millionaire, he could've chosen any school why THIS one?" I was asking this question more to myself than Lily, because I was exploding with curiosity but deep down I knew why he was here.

"You know why he is here, for you"