My True Friend

I never thought I would love someone like you

Never in my dreams that I would meet you

But then, as I travel in my life's journey

You walk into my life and I fall for you.

I never know how is it to be in love

Until that very special moment

You brought wonderful things in my life

You opened my eyes to see the beauty of love.

Love hurts, and that is not just a saying for the broken hearted. Heartbreak is a very strange distress. It is exquisitely painful, and yet we cannot find an injury on our body. New research finds that when you reminisce about the one that got away, the brain actually triggers sensations that you also feel in times of "real" physical pain, making heartbreak truly, physically painful to add to the emotional distress it sometimes causes.

Heartbreak is like one big emotional pain but it also seems to spark off hundreds of other emotions. We hate the feeling of heartbreak, and yet we find ourselves compelled to go over and over memories, ideas or fantasies which make the feeling worse.

It started three years ago.

He was funny, he was sweet, he was handsome, and he was smart. It wasn't very long before I fell in love with him . We were young and free and in love and we were the happiest people in the world. We did EVERYTHING together. He was the only person that I could feel totally comfortable being myself around. Being with him just made me feel so ALIVE.

It's been long since i wrote about this person and i've had promised too many "last write-ups" i couldn't even count and surprisingly i'm not sorry. I'm not sorry because it was and it wasn't our fault parting ways. It's just that both of us couldn't give up our life for each other, and we can't blame 'us' for that. We had things to protect and things we loved even before we met each other. It is because there are battles we can't fight because the casualties will be too much you wouldn't enjoy victory. We can't stay selfish forever and live among the clouds cause sooner or later we will be held back by gravity, reality.

Ours was the most stereo-type love story, friends and eventually lovers but we didn't get to that point or maybe at least we were, i don't know really. He was my first love and I'm not sure if I was his but I daydreamed that someday he'd tell me we were going to be each others' last. But I know "someday" will not come. You only tell "someday" because you don't know if it will happen, because if you do- you put it in a timeframe. Like, tell them "let's meet next spring" instead of "let's meet someday". You work for it to happen, not just hope and wait