My Greatest Childhood Fear

My greatest childhood fear

Why do people have fears? Why do we let fears control our lives? I never thought I

would ever get over my own fears. These fears made my childhood very difficult and hard to

deal with. However for me as a young child, I was afraid of dogs, leaves, and the darkness.

Being afraid of dogs was one of my biggest fears. One day I was walking down the street

from school and I felt like I had walked upon one of the biggest dogs I had ever seen. The dog

stood behind a gate taller than I. It looked at me standing there nerves and shaking. As I look at

his sharp teeth and him foaming at the mouth as if I was a full course meal. As he started to bark

I felt something warm run down my leg. Every time a dog would bark at me I get scared.

Another big fear of mine was a fear of leaves. Being afraid of leaves was not just my

worst fear as a child, but it was a fear that I felt like I would not get over. The way colors

changed doing the fall made me want to throw up all over the ground. I use to think that if a leaf

would touch me it would make me bleed to death because the edges looked so sharp. I could

just image myself getting rid of all the leaves all over the world. As I got older, my parents told

me to look down whenever I was surrounded by leaves and jump up and down and crash them

all. And it would be just like killing them. It took me a long time to get over my fear but it

worked.

I am also afraid of the dark. I could not sleep in my room without leaving the light on.

When I went to sleep in the dark, I started to imagine things like monsters and other things that

would scare me. To me a monster was something that would eat you alive and not care. I was

afraid that it would write my parents a note with my blood on the wall, and tell them that it took

me. I hated being all alone in the dark; it made me afraid to sleep in my room. I would run and

get in the bed with my parents because I felt safer there.