Inventory of Being

Inventory of being

I am Jessica.

I am 16 years old.

I am a student, and always a co-ed. A girl, and also a mother.

When I stand I am 5 feet tall. I have blue eyes that are green when I am sad and dirty blonde hair. Sometimes I wear it in a braid at the side, the way my mother did when I was a child, or straight when I go out somewhere fancy or just let it hang natural and go to school anyways.

I am a student, and a mother but always a girl.

I love fillet minion and sour cream and onion chips.

I am older than Kheyanne, younger than Melissa. I love the smell of lilacs and babies.

I drink hot chocolate with milk and sugar with coffee.

Daffodils laugh, but blue bells depress me. I am afraid of trolls.

I like milk in my froot loops, and in my bed. I work best on my own.

I like bright fingernails and pop music, but I hate horror films and mini skirts.

I like big rooms coloured purple, and fuzzy rugs, and lots of blankets, because I like to be warm.

I like gel pens and binders and blue ink and I believe in god, but I don't pray enough, and my children can go to church, but only if they want.

I love diamonds. I like opal better than pearls, and pearls better than rubies. But someday I want a diamond and a white gold band. Forever.

But only from my boyfriend.

Someday I want a girl named Charlie and I have a son named Nohlan. But she will have to wait because I want to graduate collage first.

Subject to change

I believe that woman are equal to men, and everyone should know. I know there are 8760 hours in a day but I don't understand why they would only put 24 in a day.

My sister Melissa was my elementary school idol. Now I'd add my mother Kimberly.

I'm a feminist. I love to travel with my nana.

I'm crazy about pasta and meat balls and chicken wings with honey garlic sauce and ice cream cake. I love clutter but only in my room.

I love fuzzy house coats and baggy shirts and running around in the rain. I make pancakes on a skillet, and always add chocolate chips. I am in love with bunnies, cats and huge pictures on walls and I don't often read.

I love sunshine and snow and sandcastles and country music and Taylor swift and I don't like beanie hats or lipstick or outrageous parties. I adore kids